It’s been a while since I posted part one, I always say to myself I must write today and then all of a sudden that day has gone! Somehow 6 months have passed since Ted arrived and I’m unsure where that went too. Even though I’ve had my rainbow I’m still very active in the… Continue reading Nine Rainbow Chasers (Part Two)
Nine Rainbow Chasers (Part 1)
I haven’t posted in a while as the first few weeks of being Teds mummy were such a whirlwind followed by a shit storm of colic, tongue tie & sleep deprivation to put it quite frankly... but I think I finally see the light! No one warns you about these things though, and so many… Continue reading Nine Rainbow Chasers (Part 1)
Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow – The Final Chapter
Exactly 16 weeks and it’s a huge milestone as it’s my final appointment in London with the consultant and last intralipid infusion, the thought of being discharged was always a distant wish and for it to be really happening seems like a miracle. A fellow rpl lady also had her intralipid booked in at the… Continue reading Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow – The Final Chapter
Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow … (part 3 weeks 11-15)
When we reached week 11 I just felt so close to getting to that safer mark and by now I was absolutely bursting inside to tell our parents, at this weeks scan baby was super active and had little legs kicking around. It’s so strange seeing that on the screen yet you can’t feel anything… Continue reading Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow … (part 3 weeks 11-15)
Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow … (part 2 weeks 6-10)
After seeing that heart beat for the first time I felt on cloud nine for around 6 hours and then the panic set in again, panic that the heart had stopped beating and that I had no way of knowing. I only had four days to wait until the 7 week ultrasound at epu but… Continue reading Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow … (part 2 weeks 6-10)
Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow…(part 1 weeks 2-6)
Twelve days after my 4th miscarriage it was our 7 year anniversary since we met. We very carelessly did the ‘baby dance’ that night. I never ovulate between a miscarriage and my next period I’ve tracked it every time but this time because we weren’t allowed to try for 8 weeks I hadn’t been monitoring… Continue reading Sunshine & Rain Makes A Rainbow…(part 1 weeks 2-6)
Treading Water
In the days following my consultation in London even though I was finding the weaning of the drugs terribly hard, I managed to reason with myself when I was at my lowest points. At night I laid in bed devising an email to the clinic saying I was giving up and I could not cope… Continue reading Treading Water
