Crazy Fertility Queen

I turn 40 this year and it’s feels overwhelming deeper than I expected, I think back to 2016 when I entered my thirties and I definitely went into that decade feeling lighter than I do going into my 40’s.  I went into that decade probably so naive really, thinking about how we would try for… Continue reading Ten years later, still grieving, still standing

Pregnancy after loss has you saying; don’t ever let me do this again, if I never have another baby it’s fine I’m just so lucky to have this one… you get the gist. Then you hit the dark hole of parenthood which is another very different challenge to those before which yes you are so… Continue reading Infertility the gift that just keeps on giving, IVF had enough! Crazy Fertility Queen Unleashed (part 3)

So every time before when you have been pregnant it’s ended in a massive car crash so why wouldn’t this time? OR you have been infertile for years and remortgaged your house on ivf treatment, never been pregnant before and you finally are, why on earth would this work out for you? This is the… Continue reading Pregnant and anxious as F**K … the real term for pregnancy after loss. Crazy Fertility Queen Unleashed (Part 2)